a living journal of passing thoughts
and inspiration in my life
いのちの記憶
by 二階堂和美 (Kazumi Nikaido)
The joy I felt when I touched you went deep, deep, down and seeped into every nook and cranny of this body. Even if I'm far away and no longer understand anything. Even when the time comes For this life to end. Everything of now is everything of the past. We'll meet again, I'm sure in some nostalgic place. The warmth you gave me deep, deep down comes to me now, complete from a long time past. Steadily in my heart the flames of passion give light and softly soothe my pain down to the depths of my grief. Everything now is hope for the future. I'll remember, I'm sure in some nostalgic place.
ナイトクルージング (フィッシュマンズ)
by クラムボン
Sometimes a failing relationship is inevitable.
And there is no one to blame and no one's at fault.
Photographed in Lynn Canyon
Photographed in 朱玖瑩故居(因鹽玖定)
Photographed in Nitobe Garden
Photographed in 수락산
Photographed in 부산시
Photographed in 臺南市
cerebral abstractions
bloom as intricate branches
touching the organs of light
through the infinite dark
the mind ascends
to reveal true simplicity
like the warmth of home
the currents pulled me back
to the place where my heart belongs
2021
to drift far away
down the black currents
through your mouth
I surrender to the sea
there the stars in the sky
look down so silently
and rising from beneath
...they appear to carry me
2019
a small breath of cool air
slips through the open window,
a momentary pleasure
on a hot summer's night
you had disappeared from my life,
as easily as you had entered it
2017
and even those beautiful intimacies
held deep at the bottom of your ocean
will one day surface
washing ashore to join in a world of fragmented memories
2017
with my ears I saw
the cold night vanish,
under the light of sparks
of steel on fingers
“now then, what am I doing here?” he asked.
“following your heart through the seasons and back.” she breathed in reply.
2016
As the days bleed by
hope falls slowly to the soil
like the withered petals of a breaking heart
2015
he listened to the world and wondered
how would I feel, if I were the sky..
how would I feel, if I were the trees..
how would I feel, if I were the oceans..
–
“simply as you are”, replied the universe. . . . ..infinite
2014
let’s keep exploring,
I don’t quite mind where.
Just as long as I’m near,
that fleeting glimpse of fear.
And I’ll be content,
that you’re in my heart,
knowing you loved me,
all from the start
2013
painter
I float amongst the clouds
In the place I’ll always be
Where my mind is open
And the currents carry me
I see a sky that expands without an ending
I breathe the air that’s cool deep into my being
I experience the colours of a universe,
and in my memory they are reprising
And with my brush I fall,
back to reality
For it is not I who paints the clouds
It is the clouds who paint me
2013
he always wondered what it meant to be afraid of chaos
of not being able to prevent the havoc that worked against life's balance
a fear rooted within the potential loss of existence.
but deep inside remained an irremovable thought
that the end of our existence means the birth of another
and the fascination of a new, unknown existence brought beauty to it all
2012
l e a f
I always watched as you walked by
days, weeks, months
with the same expression painted over your face
It shook me to see the your sadness
An ache that would resound through to the roots of my being
I hope one day I could see the colours you’re truly capable of
before time ages your spirit
The way I realized the colours of my own
as the wind carried me away
2012
some wash ashore
and some are swallowed in the sea